
So he doesn’t fall out of love in a sense that his feelings were shallow—instead it’s “for the better”
ML gave MC some flashbacks on his past and felt like he couldn’t keep loving him anymore before he hurt MC.
So ultimately, from what I read in spoilers, ML stops pining/chasing MC bc of scaring him and also bc MC joined that bureau agency thingy. But then MC realizes that he actually can’t stop loving ML and goes back to him.
Basically they both love each other, but it’s a push and pull effect that they have (essentially a plot device). Both are scared of hurting each other and being hurt.

I think this is where it was left off
https://azilatl.space/story/tscgasah/chapter-89-2/
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So I read up to chapter 180 of the novel + skimmed through… and I did not like it. I mean, I liked it, but it was ANNOYING. Mainly Miscommunication. It was great when Mc ran away at first, but then the fact that they can’t talk to each other/fix their relationship after like 80 chapters was a bummer. I hated the added plot twists. It was unneeded and could’ve been put more into building mc’s character development. Every fucking side character got me agitated as well. And the fact of male lead’s dead brother hasn’t been revealed, is so fucking tiresome. Like when the hell is the ml going to stop being oblivious (especially since he’s usually very keen and smart) to how Mc is feeling. And plus the obsession trauma MC has is not even being talked about. I don’t understand why ml hasn’t figured out what had happened and why he isn’t changing when knowing that Mc had said that hates obsessive people.
Also, trigger warning to everyone, it is implied that MC was sexually assaulted (I think???) and abused.
From spoilers, I read that in the end, Mc and ml don’t get together until ml falls out of love with Mc, and Mc regrets that, and goes back to ml, which ml is glad to take Mc back (ml is wrapped around mc’s finger).
Also heard that side stories were better than the ending, and that Mc didn’t really get a character development.
Please share more spoilers with me if you know more details !!