
I also just noticed that for some reason mangago cut my response? My original response was "I don't remember which chapter it was but I ilay did say he regrets sleeping with xinlu and said he should have slept with Tay instead and let xinlu seen instead of the other way around" I'm so sorry for the confusion!!!!

Thank you for reminder. Yes, Ilay was little bit regretful at the end of chapter 100 and start of 101 but I think at that time he just thought of making things clear to Xinlu that Tay would always belongs to him but in the recent chapter, if feels like he somewhere wants to prove his loyalty to Tay by adding that he didn't sleep with anyone else too and the way he was aggressively trying to state his loyalty also gives much more indirect closer to Ilay's feelings for Tay (which he don't vocalize)

I soo agree cause in chapter 100 and 101 ilay was a little regretful but he still came across as manipulative and trying to turn the situation to favor him and like he still had some sort of control over the situation but these last few chapters he just seems so desperate to prove he only likes Tay and that's he's serious about him and Tay being all "does he like me?? Nahhh he couldn't he's not capable of actual human feelings...... Or is he? Does he like me?????" Is so funny to see lmao they're both so silly (≧▽≦)
Knowing Ilay's character, I never expected him to explain himself (aggressively) to Tay about sleeping with Xinlu. I almost felt like he regret that and sleeping with others too