I wish I were gay

mianinitweety May 4, 2025 7:28 pm

I like this girl in our class, everyone liked her. I admire her and so does everyone. (Let's just call her zhi) This one time my friend told me that zhi told her that If she were a boy, she would date me. After hearing that I don't know what ro feel but like It feels like winning yknow, like everyone literally likes her. I don't know but a random feeling like high hopes, knowing I was never gay in the first place, and I know she's not too cuz shes dated are guys. This one time we were drunk and I was down that time cuz my ex broke up w me, she came up to me and asked "are you guys really over?" (Is she making sure we broke up?) I told her yes and she was like grinning, but that didn't bother me at all. The next day she then said to our class gc I WAS CUTE!?? (the time when we got drunk) I was like whatttt, thiis might be a joke right?
This one time as well I called her "love" as a joke and she called me love as well, I felt this tingly feeling like butterflies. On our summer trip one of zhi's friends asked me If I was bi or les but I told them I was straight. The next day she then put a notes on her IG "we could've been", WE COULD'VE BEEN WHATT!??? T-T I wish I was gay, yknow I do like her I DO, BUT I can't cause I'm not gay. I wish I was a guy. SHIBALL

Responses
    Cruchy_rollers May 4, 2025 7:33 pm

    How do you know you’re not gay? Maybe try something out and if it doesn’t work with her or someone else you’ll no you’re not but right now I’m not so sure you’re straight

    evelynn May 4, 2025 7:40 pm

    you know you can give time to figure out your sexuality. You can try telling your friends that you're not sure about your feelings and need time to figure it out with her. But if you're like sure sure that you're straight then don't bother cause you'll just hurt her feelings

    randomm May 4, 2025 7:44 pm

    r u sure you're straight, ur whole paragraph kinda giving fruity

    Willow May 4, 2025 7:54 pm

    Gurl spaghetti is straight too before you heat it up
    Go for it. I'm invested
    I want an update WAAAAH

    Cool Lime May 4, 2025 8:06 pm

    Girl this is more thrilling than half of the stories here

    Me_for_ president May 4, 2025 8:15 pm

    Pookie I don’t think you’re straight….

    Eva May 4, 2025 8:28 pm

    Girl you probably do like girls, but maybe in a more platonic way? (I mean, homoromantic instead of homosexual, even though you also like guys... you know what I mean ) It could be, just like there are asexual people (like myself) who might still develop romantic feelings.
    From what you're saying it's quite obvious that you at least have a crush so the fact that your feelings aren't the sexual kind might be why you're confused.
    (Still, I'm obviously not you so I could be wrong)