I feel you. Before long, I find myself wishing this story to end fasttt (at that point I still have over 30 chapters to go).. Too much backstory and conflicts to uncover & resolve. I am already exhausted when it comes to properly savour the ending. ☹
the plot was a mess, i js skipped the 15 last chapters to read 124 and 125. sad to say that the ending is bullshit