U know i see the everything was the most profound way to tell him

I love u and it reached him honeslt i e been annoyed how he keeps shutting down jo and in a way i wanted jo to stop but in thsi chapter i saw something that nobody else gave MC isn that he longed for someone willing to give everything like he had (thats why he thinks its a beautiful illusion i feel) as if someone cant give him that same protection so in a way he just atayed with the other guy cus he already knew him and all his past it was easy