now this manhwa is a proper drama plot! lets unwind: damn this shit was so good, 10/10 characters, art, smut, plot, relationship literally everything about this i love. when i first started reading this i was taken aback a little because i honestly thought this was a western comic (the layout baited me lolol) and not a korean manhwa until i saw the raws. im not complaining tho, imo it makes this manhwa more unique(^○^)
kyle is a fucking hottie (i know you, me, WE were all thinking this, dont fucking lie) so i understand why helen is kind of hung up on him still, but she got on my nerves a lil for trying to separate him & ilyan allll the time. dont get me wrong shes a girlboss, but omd is she such a boomer sometimes and dont even get me STARTED on her husband, or ex-husband i should say, james motherfucking taylor – sorry, JAMES BROWN. lord i knew he had issues but the fact that he also stalked ilyans father? gtfo and GO TO THERAPY or even better JUST DIE (ಠ_ಠ). he was so fucking annoying and creepy and im so happy helen divorced his sorry stalking ass. oooh if i was helen i wouldve ran him over in my rolls royce as soon as he non-con kissed ilyan in front of everyone and the statue (￣Д￣)
+ ilyans character development is just . like im a sucker for bratty bottom x caring top and other variations (im talking about disasters x has their life together pairs lol) and gyatt fucking damn it kyle worked some magic with ilyan like he went from barely being able to say the words "sorry" to leaning on kyle for support, apologising to chris for being an ass even offering to pay his sisters medical bills ! also i love that him and all the models bonded over hating on james, fucking hell he is such a loser -_-
& i love how the manhwa accurately portrayed the affects the childhood abuse ilyan went through on his adult self, from his crippling alcoholism to his insecurities & anxiety disorder and his tendency to hurt people & act nasty as a defense mechanism, and i love that despite all that kyle loved him and was willing to support him through all that, even scolding himself for not realising earlier just how worryingly dependent ilyan is on alcohol. i love that the manhwa didnt portray sobriety as an easy journey, really highlighting ilyans addiction and how quitting isnt all sunshine and rainbows – ilyan was hospitalised from alcohol withdrawal for fucks sake;; my poor reckless disaster baby (◞‸◟)
which btw, i HATE his father so SO SOOOO much. from being a LITERAL CHILD ABUSER to TRYING TO GIVE ALCOHOL TO ILYAN, THE RECOVERING ADDICT, AND CAUSING HIM TO RELAPSE. im proud of ilyan for not drinking it, but it broke my heart to see him in the bathtub of alcohol showing that old habits really do die hard. he has some insane self control at that point to be surrounded by the one thing he loved all his life and not take a sip (although he still got drunk cos the alcohol got absorbed through his skin but baby steps ig?) imo his father got off so light like wym hes gone into hiding with his daughter??? if it was up to me.... ITS ON SIGHT(ಠ_ಠ) tbh im happy he didnt reconcile with ilyan, in my eyes hes irredeemable. what father gets his 7 yo hooked on alcohol and admitted into rehab just to get away from him???? hes srsly fucked up. and it pmo that he actually acts as a father to his other daughter after having neglected ilyan all his life – even in adulthood hes an ass. god what a prick. id also run him over 100% (-_-๑)
now the side stories: DAMN WTFFF. i knew gayle was a manwhore but he rlly do be fucking anything with a hole the female mercenaries, robin, borderline ilyan & his father??? dude give yo dick a rest ಠ_ಠ also i wasnt ready for the side stories to be exploring old man yaoi but here we are ig
now, i havent finished all side stories, but the main story is just *chefs kiss* TLDR: I RECOMMEND!!! 100/10!! .
now this manhwa is a proper drama plot! lets unwind:
damn this shit was so good, 10/10 characters, art, smut, plot, relationship literally everything about this i love. when i first started reading this i was taken aback a little because i honestly thought this was a western comic (the layout baited me lolol) and not a korean manhwa until i saw the raws. im not complaining tho, imo it makes this manhwa more unique(^○^)
kyle is a fucking hottie (i know you, me, WE were all thinking this, dont fucking lie) so i understand why helen is kind of hung up on him still, but she got on my nerves a lil for trying to separate him & ilyan allll the time. dont get me wrong shes a girlboss, but omd is she such a boomer sometimes and dont even get me STARTED on her husband, or ex-husband i should say, james motherfucking taylor – sorry, JAMES BROWN. lord i knew he had issues but the fact that he also stalked ilyans father? gtfo and GO TO THERAPY or even better JUST DIE (ಠ_ಠ). he was so fucking annoying and creepy and im so happy helen divorced his sorry stalking ass. oooh if i was helen i wouldve ran him over in my rolls royce as soon as he non-con kissed ilyan in front of everyone and the statue (￣Д￣)
+ ilyans character development is just . like im a sucker for bratty bottom x caring top and other variations (im talking about disasters x has their life together pairs lol) and gyatt fucking damn it kyle worked some magic with ilyan like he went from barely being able to say the words "sorry" to leaning on kyle for support, apologising to chris for being an ass even offering to pay his sisters medical bills ! also i love that him and all the models bonded over hating on james, fucking hell he is such a loser -_-
& i love how the manhwa accurately portrayed the affects the childhood abuse ilyan went through on his adult self, from his crippling alcoholism to his insecurities & anxiety disorder and his tendency to hurt people & act nasty as a defense mechanism, and i love that despite all that kyle loved him and was willing to support him through all that, even scolding himself for not realising earlier just how worryingly dependent ilyan is on alcohol. i love that the manhwa didnt portray sobriety as an easy journey, really highlighting ilyans addiction and how quitting isnt all sunshine and rainbows – ilyan was hospitalised from alcohol withdrawal for fucks sake;; my poor reckless disaster baby (◞‸◟)
which btw, i HATE his father so SO SOOOO much. from being a LITERAL CHILD ABUSER to TRYING TO GIVE ALCOHOL TO ILYAN, THE RECOVERING ADDICT, AND CAUSING HIM TO RELAPSE. im proud of ilyan for not drinking it, but it broke my heart to see him in the bathtub of alcohol showing that old habits really do die hard. he has some insane self control at that point to be surrounded by the one thing he loved all his life and not take a sip (although he still got drunk cos the alcohol got absorbed through his skin but baby steps ig?) imo his father got off so light like wym hes gone into hiding with his daughter??? if it was up to me.... ITS ON SIGHT(ಠ_ಠ) tbh im happy he didnt reconcile with ilyan, in my eyes hes irredeemable. what father gets his 7 yo hooked on alcohol and admitted into rehab just to get away from him???? hes srsly fucked up. and it pmo that he actually acts as a father to his other daughter after having neglected ilyan all his life – even in adulthood hes an ass. god what a prick. id also run him over 100% (-_-๑)
now the side stories: DAMN WTFFF. i knew gayle was a manwhore but he rlly do be fucking anything with a hole the female mercenaries, robin, borderline ilyan & his father??? dude give yo dick a rest ಠ_ಠ
also i wasnt ready for the side stories to be exploring old man yaoi but here we are ig
now, i havent finished all side stories, but the main story is just *chefs kiss* TLDR: I RECOMMEND!!! 100/10!!
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