also the manga in 2021 had like 60 or 50 chapters already. its not Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai. i took a couple years off reading bl and now im back so i lost track of the manga
im in so much pain not knowing how that guys story ends
the cover was greyish in color close up of a guys face not smutty and art style was not old classic bl. come on im sure there is a bl connoisseur on this site who can help me
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kachou_fuugetsu/ i found it yayyyyyyy
Congratulations!!
it was a BL about yakuza i think? why I wanna find this story is because of the side couple - it was about a kid who was saved by this yakuza? criminal? and now years later he was in love with the gu who save him and they lived in the country side but the yakuza ml much older than him did not love him but they did sometimes masturbate together?? the yakuza ml had someone else the liked dont know if it was a woman or man. also a scene I remember from the manga is that some type of storm happens in that countryside area and a tree breaks? I read this back in 2021 or 2019 but I wanna read this hoping the manga has ended and poor buddy has found his happy ending. i remember his story wrecking my heart