ill allow hate if it comes from me :3 also this is my opinion that nobody ever asked for

at first i was fucking mortified, disgusted, and not liking this shii but then as the chapters progress im... liking it....? i was shocked, disgusted, pissed, and gagged multiple times... wtf

lets see what im feeling aight..
first Della, see believe me or not i fricking despised this man, i believe in myself that i want to see della dead, i want to see him get fcked over by some shitty things, but this man that i hate so fcking much.. actually SOMEHOW made me like him????? like.. not even jaekyung(from jinx) or whatever the fck his name is, not even him made me like his attitude or the fact that he grapped someone BUT fcking della... like.. hellloooooo????? they're the same person, shii attitude and grapes their bot, but why the actual fck do i like della? heck his even worse than that horse! idk man.. wth its giving dark romance Ml ngl

second, keith or kay whatever you wanna call him, their first sx scene.. yk keith and della, it was so forced that i ain't liking that shii, Keith's expression/reaction makes me wanna kill della more, keith is fine asf yes i agree totally agree, but my man always finds a way to gagg me even more, like.. wtf you mean that you hate him, but your reaction is not matching up..(i meant that in a good way) make up your mind keith! and please please please whatever the fck happens NEVER let henry touch you man.. your feeding his feeling for you..(its a theory of mine)

then.. our "nice" officer, aka Henry.. his giving me mixed emotions fcking fr.. like.. his so fcking nice, that it makes him suspicious asf, and the way he touches Keith? oh god no, and you even thought of him as a "little brother" HENRY are you sure- "little brother" my ahh, henry is like fake ahh... maybe you actually thought of him as a partner..? not a little brother tf like sybau admit your gay for keith brother, i mean keith is hot no shade.. and i have another theory, what if henry is actually also a mafia, and him and the warden is actually blood related like they suspect and they want to take down della bcs his too powerful for them? crazy thoughts am i right? then turns out all my theories are all wrong HAHAHAHA

no shade but im actually so gagged at this that my jaw is still on the floor, that being said della is suited as an ml for a dark romance book, henry is and will always be suspicious, and keith? im kidnapping him cause i said so. this is long ngl what am i even rambling about gah damn, what a nerd anyways sorry for the bad grammar