Envy is the most self destructive sin, it’s the neglect of oneself

I still hate what he did but My hatred has moved from Judas to that bastard Raphael, not ONCE has Judas ever felt content ever since envy came into the picture, his skills, all of his pride and joy, that made he feel like life was worth living, just become poison to himself, it’s funny how a simple perspective can change the course of your life, he was made to be believe he was something less than which is INSANE since he was a genius in his own right, a quick learner and ambitious. he may not be as merciful and all which make him seem less ‘brave’ (imo I don’t think so, he wasn’t ‘wrong’ it’s only a different way of doing things) but he was precise in his mission, he was made to believe that his existence can only be validated through others like Peter said, chasing something for decades and decades and never feeling content as himself. He probably thought he’ll never live until he became ’pietro’ so he never did. He still the same kid he was decades ago. I’m glad he found some peace now, he need all the rest he can get