
1. He was young and by time he was old enough to seek/take revenge he was already delulu into thinking the guy was his hero. Also he had seen with his own eyes that the murderer was a young guy and not the senator. Sometimes bad shit just happens for no reason. The likely cover-up was a robbery.
2. I'm pretty sure he knew the parents (as politicians/ colleges) so it's not like he was a complete stranger.
3. Clearly his "brother" is not gonna want him to get therapy bcuz he wants him to find solace in sex with the "brother". And the senator was clearly a deranged asshole so yeah nobody taught him any healthy anything.
Ok for starters im at chapter 16 and stop reading midway i just have 3 questions for our dear mc
1.why didnt you investigate whos behind the killing of your perents like you just accepted the fact that your perents got killed and you wont seek revenge on whos behind this
2 WHY DIDNT YOU QUESTION OR THINK FOR A SEC WHAT THAT GUYS PLAN IN THE BEGINNING did your perents not teach you to not go with some stranger?? And why didnt you report them to the authorities (tho that wont do anything but trouble to you bcz they're high ranking people)
3.For the love of god seek help from psychiatrist of how to solve your trauma and how to stop using SEX as an excuse to help you get over your anxiety and episodes and what not
I'll stop it here for my own sake(im just getting lazy typing its 5:25 am)
And although this make it 4 questions having number 2 have 2 questions and all but anywaysss try to enjoy even if its hard to enjoy and dont hate my comments