https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/
Recipe by Shimizu Yuki
Maybe “Missing Love”?. Tbh, I’ve read A LOT of yaoi/BL. And I have no triggers and prefer darker stories. Despite that, I still haven’t found one more fked up than Non Zero Sum tbh. At least that’s my opinion. There’s tons and tons of stories that have abuse or SA if you still want some of those suggestions, but I still don’t think any of them are as bad as NZS.
yes pls
Bad life
Here list of fucked up yaois-
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1381384/
The Bad Life: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bad_life/ (this one is….interesting)
Missing Love: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_married_man/
The Night Sun: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/so_the_fight_over_hyung_and_ahjussi_sikopet/
Flower of the sun: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/flower_of_the_sun/.
Unfinished Business: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/unfinished_relationship/
Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sadistic_beauty_bl_sidestory/
Hogu Hagyeongsu: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hogu_hagyeongsu/
Fruit of the Tongue: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fruit_of_the_tongue/
No Reason: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_reason/
Reverse Thinking: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/reverse_thinking/ (honestly don’t like this one, but it still fits on the list and I heard it only gets worse for the MC)
Prostate Capture Report: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/prostate_capture_report_uncensored/
Concealment: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/concealment_1/ (only 5 chapters)
Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sasayaku_no_wa_sono_yubi/
Obey Me: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/obey_me/
Warehouse: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/warehouse/
yaois thats fucked up as hell. and when i say its fucked up, i meant yaois like non zero sum. 1000% no lightworks. one shots