Hi, i can actually relate to this manhwa. I'm too, and I have a spinal injury. I have been...

Nvm May 15, 2025 8:04 am

Hi, i can actually relate to this manhwa. I'm too, and I have a spinal injury. I have been bedridden for 5 years. It's hard. Sometimes, you lose your hope and blame the world. Why is he so unfair. I'm only 13 years old back then, so young, and now I'm 18, I feel so burdened on my family. I feel so guilty. I'm now officially adult, yet they are still taking care of me. I have no friends to comfort me. I'm scared to know more people. I only found my comfort on readings. There are so many delusions and fantasty that i wish i had that one, too. I can help to cry, seeing them make me jealous and a light that i can make it too, like them.

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    Nvm May 15, 2025 8:06 am

    Sorry for the rant ╥﹏╥

    Agathe May 15, 2025 2:04 pm
    Sorry for the rant ╥﹏╥ Nvm

    It’s good to have a place where you can freely complain too, there’s no need to too apologize either
    I probably will have a hard time relating to your situation :/ As you mentioned 13 is very young, and so is 18.
    That’s also why it’s pretty normal for parents to be in charge of your kids even for another 10 years. Are you worried about them ?

    Are you able to drive a wheelchair ? How about school ?
    Are there some things you like to learn and enjoy ?

    I hope you let yourself be creative as the minds knows no boundaries (or at least way less)

    Nvm May 15, 2025 4:48 pm
    It’s good to have a place where you can freely complain too, there’s no need to too apologize either I probably will have a hard time relating to your situation :/ As you mentioned 13 is very young, and so ... Agathe

    Thank you for your kind words. It's really helpful. Dunno why im crying ╥﹏╥ I stopped homeschooling after graduating junior high. I can't drive wheelchair well, so my family is pushing it. I enjoy K-pop just reading. My life is just so boring. I'm just laying on my bed and scrolling on my cellphone.

    Nvm May 15, 2025 4:51 pm
    Thank you for your kind words. It's really helpful. Dunno why im crying ╥﹏╥ I stopped homeschooling after graduating junior high. I can't drive wheelchair well, so my family is pushing it. I enjoy K-pop ... Nvm

    Sorry if i overshare. Im just scared of people reacting. Like what if they find me annoying. Sorry (=・ω・=)

    Agathe May 17, 2025 2:33 pm
    Sorry if i overshare. Im just scared of people reacting. Like what if they find me annoying. Sorry (=・ω・=) Nvm

    Would you feel more confortable if you PM me ? (If you do don’t hesitate to write if i don’t respond fast enough, i’m rather distracted)
    Lying in bed, certainly is not great, i really wish you could find a solution to move around, you’d certainly feel much better. Do you have limitations with you upper limbs ?

    in my neighbor country, people are very open about handicap, you can see people in a very bad condition about everywhere, including zoos and amusement parks , people get help to go on rides and can enjoy whatever is not threatening to their health.
    It’s also possible to go to school with someone to help for various conditions.
    My dad use to teach a boy with a degenerative disease, he was going to school when his health allowed it. He’s a boy with a very limited lifespan, but he was enabled to live with his peer.
    Being isolated must really take a toll on you
    Did you consider learning Korean language ?
    Maybe that could lead to working as a translator and give you some autonomy ? Or just because it’s interesting and it sound pretty fun . I use to watch some korean drama, i love how it sound truly :)

    Nvm May 21, 2025 8:01 am

    Slr ╥﹏╥

    My hand is not straight, so it's really hard to move. I lose most of my muscles, so it's really hard for me to get up on myself. My country is poor, so i rarely go outside. We don't have enough savings, and I get shy of people.

    I think it's impossible for me to return to school because im one side deaf too ╥﹏╥ and i the other side is weak too ╥﹏╥ i don't know any sign language and my hand is not straight. I can hear but weak, so the doctor said i need hearing aid ╥﹏╥ but the hearing aid prices is ╥﹏╥