Okay I've been thinking a lot and coming back here. Does anyone have the link to the novel...

Im almost done reading the novel, and its horrible, it really doesnt get better before it gets worse.
After this scene he gets gangbanged IN DETAIL (expect it to be a few fkn chapters long) and the top admits that he arranged that to happen, but that he didnt intend for it to go that far so hes nice to the bottom for a bit. but then becomes super violent again for some bullshit. It drags for SUPER long too btw, like youd expect 70+ chapters of just violence. Later in the story theres fisting at some places, some double oenetration by two unwilling people, and in other scenes the top lets him be gangbanged by a a bunch of violent men UNTILL THEY LITERALLY RIP HIS HOLE while he sits and watches im okay with messed up stories because i like feeling emotional pain at my literature lmao, but this just might take the cake because i didnt rly enjoy that at all.
idk how author felt like picking this one up, and idk how anyone could commit to such a story, im lowkey exoecting them to drop it off, but genuenly it just tells me that they prolly have some crazy sadisctic urges and anger issues.

The middle of this chapter of the novel is where the story is in the webtoon currently:

https://lilyonthevalley.com/chapter/emp-chapter-7/

All of that said, i will continue reading this because the art is so good and the sex is hot, but im just gonna ignore the story and enjly this as if it was some porn without plot

I think I just gained a new expression reading this. What the actual FUCK. This is so messed up omfg this is SO much worse than sadisbeau bl and I would totally prefer it if the author wrote that the bottom just commits atp How could the artist accept to draw ts bro are they also the one who wrote this?

I'm sobbing ts so real but I might skip a few chapters because I can not handle bottom getting fucked by other men nor the part u said about the hands ! But, I think if I skip those parts it'll be me skipping the whole manhwa LMAO

OH BTW THANK YOU FOR THE NOVEL, AND CAN U ALSO UPDATE ME ON WHAT THE ENDING IS?

Omg even from the novel, I can't bring myself to read THAT part but okay I gotta try