man, I didn't know he was jealous of his kid self. :') when he said he wanted to kill him rn if he could, I wasn't sure who he meant but turns out it was towards himself. T-T idk that just made me sad for him, esp since he said he regretted not being able to call him father even once and so far, can't call him that now either. I wonder how he'll reveal or if he does at all. I saw that the novel is completed so maybe I'll read that haha.
I also think him being jealous is plausible since so far weve seen quite a bit of development in himself w respect to his emotions/responsibility to others. I think he was more cut-throat/cold before but now he's forming relationships, albeit slowly.
side note... his father is fking hot and I hate how I keep gushing over him LMAO. him in his fking shorts in the flashbacks LOL.
man, I didn't know he was jealous of his kid self. :') when he said he wanted to kill him rn if he could, I wasn't sure who he meant but turns out it was towards himself. T-T idk that just made me sad for him, esp since he said he regretted not being able to call him father even once and so far, can't call him that now either. I wonder how he'll reveal or if he does at all. I saw that the novel is completed so maybe I'll read that haha.
I also think him being jealous is plausible since so far weve seen quite a bit of development in himself w respect to his emotions/responsibility to others. I think he was more cut-throat/cold before but now he's forming relationships, albeit slowly.
side note... his father is fking hot and I hate how I keep gushing over him LMAO. him in his fking shorts in the flashbacks LOL.