it's okay im just rlly unsure of how theyll be going forward seems like shougo will still be carrying their relationship for the longest time after until mitsuru heals enough mitsuru wasnt rlly the doting type/he's a cat who tends to be scratchy then be awkward and apologetic bc he can be careless when embarrassed or overwhelmed? shougo is a saint and ik he'd just think it's cute but it miffs me for some reason i want to see him be more secure in expressing himself like that just a little peak with this future i also see mitsuru and his recurring thoughts and i just know the guilt WILL weigh on him for years to come and shougo will do his best to not let him go, he'll be working overtime to not let mitsuru think those self deprecating thoughts idk i dont trust mitsuru to not abandon shougo again it's his weakness at this point i dont blame him !! just i wanted to see at least how mitsuru won't rlly abandon shougo. i felt a bit unsatisfied with him promising it while shougo cried at the loneliness of it i rlly hoped we could see how eventually he likes himself enough or at least hate himself less that he feels like he's okay and he deserves being by shougo's side, even better if he tries to "improve" for himself and work on his confidence that he wont let the thoughts weigh on him. wnna see him flourish with self worth that shougo would work overtime to support him with i would have loved to see him being confident enough to pull shougo too/be the one to lead. why is this so long lmao. im not even in their relationship why am i the one being distrustful LMAO poor guys
it's okay im just rlly unsure of how theyll be going forward seems like shougo will still be carrying their relationship for the longest time after until mitsuru heals enough mitsuru wasnt rlly the doting type/he's a cat who tends to be scratchy then be awkward and apologetic bc he can be careless when embarrassed or overwhelmed? shougo is a saint and ik he'd just think it's cute but it miffs me for some reason i want to see him be more secure in expressing himself like that just a little peak with this future i also see mitsuru and his recurring thoughts and i just know the guilt WILL weigh on him for years to come and shougo will do his best to not let him go, he'll be working overtime to not let mitsuru think those self deprecating thoughts idk i dont trust mitsuru to not abandon shougo again it's his weakness at this point i dont blame him !! just i wanted to see at least how mitsuru won't rlly abandon shougo. i felt a bit unsatisfied with him promising it while shougo cried at the loneliness of it i rlly hoped we could see how eventually he likes himself enough or at least hate himself less that he feels like he's okay and he deserves being by shougo's side, even better if he tries to "improve" for himself and work on his confidence that he wont let the thoughts weigh on him. wnna see him flourish with self worth that shougo would work overtime to support him with i would have loved to see him being confident enough to pull shougo too/be the one to lead. why is this so long lmao. im not even in their relationship why am i the one being distrustful LMAO poor guys