Okay so I went to read the novel and I think im going to drop this series. There are some spoilers so don’t read if you don’t want to know. Also this spoiler is starting off where I left off from chapter 51. First of Matthew makes everybody find out what Kyle mom did and obviously she breaks off the engagement and don’t go to college, which I find dumb because it like girl you had already passed the test and your uncle had the money so why not go when you literally put in the work. She instead told her uncle she was going to work hard and earn some money to redo her test to get into college and go next year. After that happens she tell Kyle forget about her she never loved him as a lover more as a brother etc… The uncle works for the Duke family some way, the greenhouse catches on fire and her uncle bill is to blame. And the duke mom want uncle bill to go to jail. So the FL begs the Matthew dude to help her, thinking the brief times they shared she thought maybe she meant something to him but instead he tells her why tf should I help you, talking to her all types of ways and basically tells her she need to sell her body to him and just become his mistress until he don’t want her anymore if she want her uncle out of jail. She don’t accept the first time but she goes and visit her uncle and she see how gaunt he looks and she goes back trying to beg saying “please I would do anything other than that” but that’s what he want and so he R her. And when her uncle is free he’s telling the FL how he is their savior not knowing what she had to give up for his freedom. And that’s how if you want to call that B.S a relationship begins. The girl who is engaged to also knows about the affair and instead of being upset at her finance she actually hates the FL, mind you she don’t even love the duke she like his cousin/bestfriend. She terrorizes the FL and honestly I’m wishing all the BAD ONTO HER like girl I hope her marriage life sucks and they never have kids. Anyway at first you could see how being R affects her but it’s like everytime he show her any type of kindness she goes to blushing and being like maybe he is a good guy and I’m like really girl what good guy would force you into a relationship like that and basically tell you he likes seeing you in pain and begging for stuff. What really made me want to drop it beside the ing is at some points in the novel she enjoys having sex with me. Saying she get lost in the pleasure, now I’m no expert but I have never heard anybody who has ever been R to say they get lost in the pleasure. Now even though she says she does sometimes repel when he randomly kisses her or bring her in. She doesn’t always enjoy it but every now and then her mind goes to what if he does care and then snaps out of it and be like what am I thinking. Sometimes she even thinks about the first time she sees him with his finance and the emotions she felt and how she didn’t understand what they were when she seen them together and I’m just like wtf is this. And being that they are on the cover that would most likely mean she will eventually end up with this man and I just can’t support that. Besides Kyle mom he was pretty good, but I guess childhood friends in manga/manhwa I guess can’t never win. All in all the novels is only up to ch 111 even then I had to skip around because the sex scenes and everything else was upsetting me. Also somebody sends the uncle a letter telling him about what is going on but they make it seem like Lya is just some girl who have no morals and he should correct her ways, which I’m pretty sure it’s from that Bit*h of a finance Claudine or maybe the cousin/bestfriend Riette who is in love with Claudine.
Okay so I went to read the novel and I think im going to drop this series. There are some spoilers so don’t read if you don’t want to know. Also this spoiler is starting off where I left off from chapter 51. First of Matthew makes everybody find out what Kyle mom did and obviously she breaks off the engagement and don’t go to college, which I find dumb because it like girl you had already passed the test and your uncle had the money so why not go when you literally put in the work. She instead told her uncle she was going to work hard and earn some money to redo her test to get into college and go next year. After that happens she tell Kyle forget about her she never loved him as a lover more as a brother etc… The uncle works for the Duke family some way, the greenhouse catches on fire and her uncle bill is to blame. And the duke mom want uncle bill to go to jail. So the FL begs the Matthew dude to help her, thinking the brief times they shared she thought maybe she meant something to him but instead he tells her why tf should I help you, talking to her all types of ways and basically tells her she need to sell her body to him and just become his mistress until he don’t want her anymore if she want her uncle out of jail. She don’t accept the first time but she goes and visit her uncle and she see how gaunt he looks and she goes back trying to beg saying “please I would do anything other than that” but that’s what he want and so he R her. And when her uncle is free he’s telling the FL how he is their savior not knowing what she had to give up for his freedom. And that’s how if you want to call that B.S a relationship begins. The girl who is engaged to also knows about the affair and instead of being upset at her finance she actually hates the FL, mind you she don’t even love the duke she like his cousin/bestfriend. She terrorizes the FL and honestly I’m wishing all the BAD ONTO HER like girl I hope her marriage life sucks and they never have kids. Anyway at first you could see how being R affects her but it’s like everytime he show her any type of kindness she goes to blushing and being like maybe he is a good guy and I’m like really girl what good guy would force you into a relationship like that and basically tell you he likes seeing you in pain and begging for stuff. What really made me want to drop it beside the ing is at some points in the novel she enjoys having sex with me. Saying she get lost in the pleasure, now I’m no expert but I have never heard anybody who has ever been R to say they get lost in the pleasure. Now even though she says she does sometimes repel when he randomly kisses her or bring her in. She doesn’t always enjoy it but every now and then her mind goes to what if he does care and then snaps out of it and be like what am I thinking. Sometimes she even thinks about the first time she sees him with his finance and the emotions she felt and how she didn’t understand what they were when she seen them together and I’m just like wtf is this. And being that they are on the cover that would most likely mean she will eventually end up with this man and I just can’t support that. Besides Kyle mom he was pretty good, but I guess childhood friends in manga/manhwa I guess can’t never win. All in all the novels is only up to ch 111 even then I had to skip around because the sex scenes and everything else was upsetting me. Also somebody sends the uncle a letter telling him about what is going on but they make it seem like Lya is just some girl who have no morals and he should correct her ways, which I’m pretty sure it’s from that Bit*h of a finance Claudine or maybe the cousin/bestfriend Riette who is in love with Claudine.