
i completely agree and i love how this story had the Ian yearning for Eunsan, it made it so much more interesting the sexual tension made it exciting. i dont understand how we ended up here with him randomly jacking him off, it doesn't match Eunsan's personality and especially since he never gave the Ian indication that he was into Ian in that way it just feels so forced

Yeah it's so weird how despite there being no indication of any attraction on his part he just accepted it with no hesitation and started giving directions. I'd expect that kind of interaction from people who've already been sleeping together or at least been very clearly into each other it makes no sense to me.
i hate when writers just add sex scenes as an excuse to not write feelings showing up organically. I would’ve waited at least 10 chapters for eunsan to see ian in a sexual way, bc tbh up until now eunsan wasn’t even looking at him in anyway other than an old friend. Give it like 10 chapters and give us moments where maybe eunsan looks at ian and thinks he looks good, then maybe he starts to realize he likes when ian touches him, stuff like that. It just feels so out of nowhere when for the past couple of chapters eunsan gave no indication he would be doing that with ian