The deme deserved so much better and I don’t usually say this, intentionally hurting him...

The deme deserved so much better and I don’t usually say this, intentionally hurting him, ghosting him for 8 years. Calling him a stalker when he tries to get closure or ask why. Hurting him so bad it developed into psychological sexual trauma that wouldn’t allow him to move on even if he wanted bc he couldn’t get hard?? (Lowkey that’s funny but how badly does someone have to be hurt and traumatized by a situation for that to happen) then when things get good you try to sleep with another man who mind you, makes your son feel unwanted!! And then you go on and hurt the seme again and he’s like okay fine I’ll really leave then, and then you pop up at his house?? Just let him go?? You wanted him gone, you hurt him bc you wanted to push him away?? And now that he accepts it bc you deliberately broke his heart you’re gonna go back? Oooh he annoys me so bad, ik he’s traumatize and scared of commitment but that doesn’t mean you just get to purposely hurt people and then go back to them after you told them to essentially give up on you.