I think ending it like that makes it leave us to interpret the entire story, I don't think Roku was disgusted at his brother at all. I think that he blames himself for his brother being like that, they grew up together and spent so much time together so he would think they were similar but that's not the case at all, his brother was so different and Roku has this thing where he wants to always protect his brother, he couldn't believe that his brother has gone so deep into what he's been doing and wasn't able to protect him. the way I see it, Roku wants to understand his brother more which is why he sleeps with that one dude and smokes. or, he blames himself so much for not being able to protect his brother that he punishes himself by going through the same things his brother has gone through, but I also think that the Roku now isn't really roku? it might be the brother acting as Roku, what if when Roku jumped with him Roku died instead and it's the other brother now? supposed to be studying for exams but instead I'm studying this manga . is it still possible for more chapters..
I think ending it like that makes it leave us to interpret the entire story, I don't think Roku was disgusted at his brother at all. I think that he blames himself for his brother being like that, they grew up together and spent so much time together so he would think they were similar but that's not the case at all, his brother was so different and Roku has this thing where he wants to always protect his brother, he couldn't believe that his brother has gone so deep into what he's been doing and wasn't able to protect him. the way I see it, Roku wants to understand his brother more which is why he sleeps with that one dude and smokes. or, he blames himself so much for not being able to protect his brother that he punishes himself by going through the same things his brother has gone through, but I also think that the Roku now isn't really roku? it might be the brother acting as Roku, what if when Roku jumped with him Roku died instead and it's the other brother now? supposed to be studying for exams but instead I'm studying this manga . is it still possible for more chapters..