i went to see the raws and...

Sakuya--- May 24, 2025 3:27 am

mc has every right to be mad at blond guy. tho blond guy has his own internal reason, doesn't mean he can say **that** but they do get along very soon. i just dislike readers who are quick to dislike/ negatively judge characters, especially mcs in stories even tho there's clearly something going that hasn't even been revealed yet.

also, their first kiss scene is kissing scene proposed by writer bc of popularity of woke lol. she said the kiss scene was supposed to be for villain (blond hair) and hero (black hair) but she felt no chemistry for them and the more they filmed, the more they felt out of sync. that's why she thought to unfortunately dismiss the idea until she saw the mc's character and villain chemistry (or the actors themselves) and decided for them to do it instead lmao. the kiss was supposed to be simple, but it got unexpectedly spicy bc blond guy is horny for mc. tho blond guy just used his character as a villain that's why he's aggressive as an excuse xD

Responses
    Jesse May 25, 2025 9:07 pm

    Why is MC angry at blonde Guy again?

    Sakuya--- May 26, 2025 12:46 pm
    Why is MC angry at blonde Guy again? Jesse

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    bc blond guy said right by mc that he's hoping mc wont become an idol even tho he knew that that's mc's dream since childhood. mc must've felt betrayed bc blond guy was his bff and he enthusiastically shares his dreams abt becoming an idol to him the most.

    ig this was a deal breaker for mc bc... want me to elaborate further?

    Jesse May 26, 2025 5:37 pm
    spoiler:bc blond guy said right by mc that he's hoping mc wont become an idol even tho he knew that that's mc's dream since childhood. mc must've felt betrayed bc blond guy was his bff and he enthusiastically s... Sakuya---

    Yessss go on

    Sakuya--- May 27, 2025 8:02 am
    Yessss go on Jesse

    spoiler...



    little backstory first. blond guy was molested by an old man in the industry when while being a child actor. it disgusted him and that's one of the reasons why he quit acting. then here comes mc, enthusiastic abt wanting to be popular/celebrity/idol. he was annoyed at first but eventually liked mc. blond guy's friends before mc complained abt why he's only hanging out with mc and not with them anymore. they also pointed out how, despite a boy, cute and fuckable mc is which triggered blond guy. he got triggered not only bc of his friends' sexual remarks to mc, but bc he felt like it to. he felt like he's no different from the old man who molested him before that's why he's disgusted of himself even more. so told off his friends to shut up and that it's disgusting. then he began avoiding mc or pushing him whenever they get physical contact. it was so obvious that he could see mc could see it too, but just pretended to not care and still treats blond guy the same. until one day, they were together then blond guy was over thinking and got overwhelmed that he told him he's hoping mc wont become an idol.

    mc got seriously pissed off by that and that's where their relationship fell. at that time, blond guy didnt regret anything or didn't feel like it was wrong for him to say that bc of his bad experience so he didn't apologize. but for mc, it was his lifelong dream.

    btw, mc was there at the door when blond guy and his friends talked abt him and how blond guy told them it's disgusting. then blond guy began pushing him which probably meant for mc that ond guy is disgusted by physical contact with mc bc he heard him that time. it was obvious for mc but he still acted friendly toward blond guy. it was ok. until blond guy told him that which was probably a deal breaker for mc.

    tbf, mc didnt know abt blond guy's bad experience so even if blond guy said that to protect mc, for mc it was betrayal.

    anyway, that's what i got. im not sure tho bc im not that fluent in Korean

    Jesse May 27, 2025 8:25 am
    spoiler...little backstory first. blond guy was molested by an old man in the industry when while being a child actor. it disgusted him and that's one of the reasons why he quit acting. then here comes mc, enth... Sakuya---

    Thank you so much

    Sakuya--- May 27, 2025 8:26 am
    Thank you so much Jesse

    ur welcomeee

    Wei WuXian June 2, 2025 3:22 am

    nice, I love it. n

    Mimi June 2, 2025 8:49 am
    spoiler...little backstory first. blond guy was molested by an old man in the industry when while being a child actor. it disgusted him and that's one of the reasons why he quit acting. then here comes mc, enth... Sakuya---

    Omg :((