BRO I was fangirling so hard this chapter alone like theyre my endgame and Im just so happy for them and NEED them to get together or at the very least jihan attempts being more romantic towards heeseop
But Jihan had sex with Jinyoung too around chapter 47-48? I don't get him at all. He feels sorry and guilty with Heeseop and yet can't draw a line between him and Jinyoung when JY was clearly his ex already. Does Heeseop know it that JY and Jihan still hooking up?
Im abit confused JY isnt his ex (they weren’t dating but jihan did have a lil interest in him until he fucked it up) lmao he’s the first sex partner jihan has after the breakup with his ex from highschool which is seongbin. He had sex with him cos JY wouldnt let him leave until did it—even thought out that chapter jihan is frustrated with him— it felt more like hate sex then anything. Two things can be right however, jihan is obvious feeling a lot of conflicting emotions but in reality he does care what heeseop thinks and feels about him. It’s the reason why he was nervous about heeseop finding out the truth with his ex. Heeseop knows that jihan messes around with JY but he buries the feeling even if it hurts him seeing jihan with someone else.
Thanks for explaining! I'm not following the recent chapters of this story anymore that's why I got confused. JY should really stay away from Jihan and give him some inner peace. It's just so annoying when he's forcing JH to have sex with him. He can't even stand on his own mom. Damn that brat. I just feel bad for Heeseop, I hope JH can sort out his feelings now and learn to refuse whenever he's cornered for having sex with JY before he regrets everything.
Youre welcome! Tbf i understand lmao it’s pretty messy and feels unclear where this story could go. But yes!! I need jihan to realize JY isnt the one for him which is why I’m excited to see what’ll happen in the next (raw) chapter given that he says he’s gonna try to love again (if it’s with heeseop) sooo maybe this’ll be the STANDING UP for himself he’s needed all along copium GOOOOO
One last question, did Jihan ever like the sex between him and JY when he slowly realized he liked Heeseop? I just can't continue on reading this one because it frustrates me. Loool. Please spoil me what will happen when the next chapters in raws come up. I'll probably read this again when it's sure that Heeseop is the endgame. I would really to see if Heeseop stop pursuing Jihan so JH could realize.
To answer your first question, I wouldn’t say he disliked it but there’s definitely a difference between him and heeseop moments. Like Jihan seems so much comfort and yearning when he’s with heeseop compared to the moments I’ve seen him fuck JY (it’s the faces that I notice a lot more with heeseop). Also in s1 wayyy back, he was pining over heeseop and was imagining him even tho JY was fucking him that scene alone made me realized yeah he doesn’t have a chance if jihan is imagining another guy fucking him. I’ll definitely keep ya updated if heeseop x jihan happens pookie!
Thaaaaanks!!! Since day 1 I've always rooting for Heeseop that's why my heart can't take it seeing Jihan still doing the deed with JY although there's no relationship established between him and HS. I'm just hurt. I really appreciate youuuu! Thank you again!
Sameee! Team HEESEOP!!! <3 idealistically I want jihan to straight up just cut off ties with JY and his ex in pursuit of heeseop LOL a girl can dream. And ofcc no problem
UPDATE pookie!!
CH 55 SPOILER
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So it starts off where last chapter ends—with jihan being in the arms of heeeop but waking up to the sound of the door opening and trying to pled to heeseop that someone came in with heeseop sleeping mumbling about his parents being home xD jihan gets hella embarrassed and tries to get out of heeseop’s hug but gets tangled up even more and then the door opens to reveal both his parents in shock (flustered) his parents are pretty cuteee ^^!
Next day jihan is asked to stay for breakfast which he does and gets annoyed at heeseop for the embarrassment earlier on with him just smiling. His mom speaks up and questions their relationship straight up which makes jihan shocked and he couldnt exactly say— he than gets flashbacks to jiyoung’s mom who disowned their relationship, thinking the same would happen with heeseop’s mom. Heeseop grabs his hand tight and tells his mom that he likes jihan, leaving jihan waiting for the angry only for it to not come and his mom thanks him for being by her son’s side saying how he was always shy and got tease a lot so it makes her happy. They talk do more but this leads to jihan realizing how warm heeseop’s family are along with heeseop himself. Ngl this right here nails the head right on the coffin that heeseop is def endgame like introducing his parents to his crush with confidence idk I would be so disappointed if the author just wrote off all that. ATP it’s more of the story being a slow burn of jihan eventually learning to love again. OH! By the end of the chapter heeseop wants to stay with jihan which jihan mentions he can always call him— heeseop however takes the initiative and goes for a kiss while adorably holding jihan cheeks together smiling. It’s so DAMN CUTEEE
Ohmyyy! Thanks for the spoiler! I hope this could be a good start and for Jihan to step up. I would be hella mad to the author if Jihan won't choose Heeseop!
Heeseop has a good environment... He's surrounded with so much love by his family. That's a safe space for Jihan.
Npp!! And Ughh same!! Being around people who are caring and supportive will hopefully make jihan open up. Im just hoping the author doesn’t build all this up only for nothing to come out of it but ig we’ll have to just wait
Exactly!!! I wouldn't mind if u keep me spoiling. Thank u so much.
Nppp pookie!! I don’t mind (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Can I say I love you to you for spoiling me? ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Teehee
Don't know whether I can call Heeseop "official endgame" or not, but last night raw chapter confirmed me that if he's not now, he will definitely be in the near future.
Jihan stared at Heeseop while he was sleeping then said some sensational words and cried. Jihan said this to Heeseop who is still asleep — “why do you keep being kind to point of being foolish because of me, you dumb” and “How can I always be the one you choose?” “I hate myself that I hurt you, that I don’t know that you get hurt when I’m out to somewhere else”. He realized that the way he keeps running away from his own trauma hurts someone else Heeseop instead.
Jihan hugged Heeseop in bed like they were a couple, and Jhan's inner monologue said "If it were you, I would also want to experience unconditional love - with you - who give me groundless courage"
We don’t have to guess anymore guyssss