Does anyone know the title?

I don't know what the name of this story is but I know the plot cause I've seen it mostly on tiktok and seeing how it's so devastating I didn't read it immediately. But, now that I want to read some angsty but I can't remember the title of it.


So the plot was the MC was not an Omega but an Alpha and he fell in love with the ML who is also an Alpha. But the ML fell in love with the omega and they got married(?) Or something and had a baby. The MC was so jealous he ordered some men to do something to the omega and I think the omega died at that part. The ML was furious at the MC and then he did something horrible as well. He rape the MC, got pregnant, give birth but couldn't see the child cause the ML forbid him so. And so yeah I think there were like 2 lives here or something where the MC dies and came back to the past and just let everything run freely without his interference cause he don't want that no more. And I think the ML was the one chasing him. Or something around that line.

So if anyone knows that title please let me know. I want to read something that boils my blood and let my tears turn red