it's like getting hurt is the twin of extremely ultra mega deeper than the marianas trench kind of love. his feelings is thorned with jealousy (would that be right? hmm.. I suppose uncontentment), wanting to receive the same or even more than the amount of love he can give shion
realizing that noshi will suffer from the same cruelty of love despite giving his all to shion... dang. loving can hurt. damn.