This was one badass uke. Like he’s so obsessed with the seme that literally nothing else...

Bara Bitch May 29, 2025 1:51 am

This was one badass uke. Like he’s so obsessed with the seme that literally nothing else matters. Nothing scares him. He’s quick thinking, assertive and violent when he needs to be. It’s only when he’s with the seme that he goes loopy. Of course, this was before the relationship reached its calm stage.

I do wonder though. Why did the seme eventually fell in love with the uke? The seme was weirded out with his obsession with him in school. And he could see how obsessed he still was with him. Like, the seme was jaded because everyone had expectations of him and wanted something of him - the uke basically wanted all of him.

Also, I was scared that the seme would get into a relationship with the uke out of a sense of guilt or pity.

I think maybe what made the seme fall in love was that he could see the lengths the uke would go for him. Like the uke would literally do anything with regards to the whole Park fiasco just to get Park off the seme’s back.

I think the author mentioned the car scene was where the seme fell in love with the uke. The uke said something along the lines of he would get the seme back to how he used to be. In other words, he was going to help the seme deal with his trauma, but he was too much of a tsundere to say that, so he phrased it as if he, the uke, was being selfish and monopolising. I think, even the uke believed that he wanted to do this so he could then dominate the cocky version of what the seme used to be - of course he was fooling himself, because he had not realised his feelings as yet.

Also, I’m glad we got the seme’s perspective but I wish would could have seen what he was thinking in the earlier chapters when he invited the uke to the hotel and raped him. Because at this point, he had recognised the uke from school. So, he raped him with the knowledge of their past history as well as their current circumstances. This was the part that I didn’t quite get.

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