I read the novel last night after catching up because I was super curious how things end�...

How does it end?

Girly please spill the tea! I just read this whole thing thinking ok it's gonna get better but it's not I need hope please spill!!(づ￣ ³￣)づ

Spoilers of ending down below



























Things reach a really bad point where Mc does suicide attempt and causes ml to panic. After mc loses all his memories of the past year and a half. So ml uses this to make only good memories with mc and tells mc a version of his memories that makes it seem like they were living a good life together the past year and a half. It’s also after this point the ml is much treats the mc way nicer. ML still wants mc to listen to all his orders but there is no more beatings and the sex isn’t rapey. ML even sends mc to therapy because the doctors told ml that mc had depression from all that happened and ML is afraid of mc going crazy again. However ml doesn’t want mc to regain his memories even though that’s what the therapist think should happen. Turns out in the first therapy session mc reveals that he never lost his memories. Mc was pretending because he doesn’t want ml to abandon him. Mc also uses this to his advantage to get back at ml by making ml anxious by looking at things that allude to mc lost memories. Mc does this when he’s jealous that ml isn’t spending time with him or when he feels that ml isn’t being controlling enough of mc. So basically in the end they live happily together in their own messed up crazy way :D

There’s some other sweet details, but I’m gonna leave it out so you can find out when reading

Blesss your kind soul! Now I can sleep without anxiety! Thank youu so much for the spoilersヾ(☆▽☆)