Good way of author handling horse cock

This is the way of handling humongous dick, his friends says it's abnormal, his bottom is scared of it and doesn't want it in him yet, he himself knows it and finds it a pain. I like the acknowledgment of it, in so many BLs the bottoms takes it in one go without much prep like the size is normal lol.

I also love that he didn't insist on putting it in, so many people were afraid that their will be rape so it's good that it's consensual and he's holding himself back.