Im at ch12 rn and like- am I supposed to like the ML? Bc I dislike him sm☠ and I rlly wa...

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[SPOILER AHEAD]this rlly ain’t getting any better tbh☠ I hate this man sm smh like let mc go- he clearly don’t like you like why is everyone in this delulu these kiss scenes are so uncomfortable too like it feels like the author is forcing the mc to be ooc and just give into half the shit this asshole does (I rlly like that mc isn’t a pushover bc im like 20 chapters in and ive been scared that we’d get into that territory where mc would just pull a 180 and suddenly love him or wtv- tbh would love to see him still hate him at the end of this, but it probably won’t happen, but I rlly don’t know how considering all this shit the ml has pulled bc there is no redeeming quality about this man besides the fact that he’s nice to look at and like “omg he’s only nice to me and is an asshole to everyone else?! I must be special ” and idk if that’s even a redeeming quality tbh bc I wouldn’t be able to handle that- and im honestly glad that the mc (so far) isn’t all heart eyes over that shit… I feel truly sad for the mc (especially in that one panel when he expresses how if he was in his world, he’d be able to do things like hanging out with friends or playing games (I think that’s what it was I forgot tbh) and in the world he’s in now, he can’t do anything. On top of that, he doesn’t really have any friends. Anytime he gets close to having any sort of friend, the ml does something to that person or isolates the mc 10x more. Like ml is so far up his own ass it irritates the fuck out of me like can you rlly not tell why this man tried to run away?! Like you’re 1) holding him captive; 2) you’re a merciless killer; 3) isolating him from the world; 4) not letting him have any contact with anyone besides ml and the servants (and he doesn’t rlly trust them tbh); like the closest thing he had to a friend was the girl with the pink hair, and somehow she ended up dead and his automatic assumption was that ml killed her bc HE DOESNT TRUST YOU LIKE STOP BEING DELULU I CANT TAKE IT anyways i hate ml and i hope mc stabs him a 100x with a kitchen knife <3 like pls don’t fall for his bullshit pls ily mc and hate seeing you suffer

I skipped to the end and this was shit bro- glad I didn’t waste my time