deep down, it seems like raymond enjoys the feeling of being humiliated and violated. . yall know what i mean? especially the last part— when he heard steps— the thought that if a group see him like that, he felt nervous yet excited. idk man
no it's more like he's excited bc his current state should be damning evidence of the boys' abuse and he believes they wont be able to get away with it anymore once the school/students see it.
deep down, it seems like raymond enjoys the feeling of being humiliated and violated. . yall know what i mean? especially the last part— when he heard steps— the thought that if a group see him like that, he felt nervous yet excited. idk man