I've reread this to change perspective lmao. I thought it was just some sick porno when I first read this but now, damn it's making me tear up . Saki's been through so much in life, her line when she said "she didn't love herself enough", mah girls been seeking validation since whay, she's a child. From the looks of it, she had an absent parent, she changed herself to fit in and be love, to seek validation and it spiraled out of control because of adults exploitation. She have agency, she's a whole person but that doesn't mean she have a grasp of what might and might not happen. She's exploited and influence my some nasty people. It's like theres this child walking at the house full of traps but she badly needs a shelter to feel safe and secure so she grabbed that house because it provided her false safety and happiness. So yeah...... I'm glad she's healing tho.
I just hope that the people who didn't grow up love and cared for wouldn't go such an extreme path and wouldn't experienced this kind of things. When I really first read this I was like, damn stupid ass porno disguised as something deep, it's edgy and cringe but now with an adult mind, it really is making you reflect, I means she's clearly rape. We peek into her mind, some of her words are even "I don't want this, but I can't say no" along those lines. So yeahhhhhhh.
I've reread this to change perspective lmao. I thought it was just some sick porno when I first read this but now, damn it's making me tear up . Saki's been through so much in life, her line when she said "she didn't love herself enough", mah girls been seeking validation since whay, she's a child. From the looks of it, she had an absent parent, she changed herself to fit in and be love, to seek validation and it spiraled out of control because of adults exploitation. She have agency, she's a whole person but that doesn't mean she have a grasp of what might and might not happen. She's exploited and influence my some nasty people. It's like theres this child walking at the house full of traps but she badly needs a shelter to feel safe and secure so she grabbed that house because it provided her false safety and happiness. So yeah...... I'm glad she's healing tho.
I just hope that the people who didn't grow up love and cared for wouldn't go such an extreme path and wouldn't experienced this kind of things. When I really first read this I was like, damn stupid ass porno disguised as something deep, it's edgy and cringe but now with an adult mind, it really is making you reflect, I means she's clearly rape. We peek into her mind, some of her words are even "I don't want this, but I can't say no" along those lines. So yeahhhhhhh.