coming from someone who read this when i was way younger and didnt actually realise how harmful it is, im glad u didnt the fans would tell u that this is expected from a 'dark' story, but i've read plenty of toxic stories that dont blatantly fetishize rape like this. I'll admit that sometimes when the story is good, i turn a blind eye to slight SA that might have taken place. but the way the author repeatedly subjected their characters to it in such porny literally fetishising way was insane. dont read the side story either, its even worse. i truly believe theres genuinely something wrong with the author.
I have been on this site for 8 years now and this is possibly the most deranged one I have seen yet in terms of SA and rape overboard.
I am glad I never picked this up. The spoilers honestly seem horrendous. Why is there SO much rape in this. It's fucked up even for BL standards. Jooha just looks like a plot device for the continued rapes and for Dooshik to save him.