
But that was when he did awful stuff to other people which in turn got him killed by the "MC", he only thought of being nicer (awful execution btw) in the present life.
I dont even know why hes hung up on peach hair when him focusing on surviving the monsters and not being mean to other people would more likely avoid his death flag with the "MC" even without his company

MC isn’t OP as he is rn. From the raws, he’s not invincible and has already gotten hurt twice on his own. His power is just basic self defense. His ability is still at a low level and at most his fighting skills can last him a couple minutes, hence why he chooses to run right after. He still does need help from people a couple times.
MC knows the ML is OP seeing as he saw how powerful he was in his visions and that he survives. According to raws, even someone else who awakened looks to be stronger than him (person got more than one ability).
in earlier chapters mc said he got a rlly strong ability too tho so why does he feel like he needs to stick with this dude