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And yeah I struggle staying on topic but still, I think you get the point. I get it but not at the same time. I’m myself, not you. Plus incest isn’t something I personally experienced just a somewhat close version of it, especially by father figures in my life. Thankfully not my biological one though.
What am I supposed to feel? What..what..what??? I’m just..huhhhhh…what..? I am so lost as to how this is genuinely appealing but then again people deal with trauma differently or are just..odd. Just know if you enjoy this stuff genuinely there is therapy. Genuinely. Not insulting. Being actually genuine. There are free options online too. And if it’s not from trauma and a guilty pleasure, same thing. Free therapy options online. I say that as someone who has S/A trauma from a temporary foster father I had for a little while before returning to my biological family. (I was with that foster father for a few weeks and I was 3 years old). So I understand leaning towards guilty pleasures. I say that as someone who grew up groomed as a child and ended up secretly liking seeing that for a long time before mostly healing. Still get the urge to read those sort of things at times but I’ve gotten better at it, which I’m glad for. I hope the rest of you begin healing or on the way. Again, I mean this genuinely. Continuously looking at it only worsens it, trust me I know from experience. <3