I TOLD YALL!!! FUCK HEONJAE!!! I did say there had to have been trauma that fucked up Jingi to make him like this, and I was right! I knew it had to have been CSA. The poor guy. It doesn’t excuse his actions whatsoever but its an explanation and he’s like this because he didn’t have anyone on his side and no one to help him. So, he took matters into his own hands and its changed his personality. It’s some kind of sick coping mechanism that he gives his toys the same hairstyle he was given when he was assaulted. Its what he knows. Similar to how CSA victims will become hypersexual and consume or involved themselves in dangerous sexual media or acts. The brain is seeking out traits that remind them of the trauma as a comfort. Yet Heonjae is here siding with the man behind it all to get rid of the one guy who supported him until now. Just for another man who treated him with some basic human decency. Heonjae “loves” Myeongil in a sick, obsessive way. The sex (coughcough SA coughcough) is good and he showed Heonjae basic kindness. Although both Heonjae and Jingi were affected by trauma in their childhood, they both show two very real responses because of said trauma and how its effected them.
I love that we finally catch a glimpse of Jingi’s backstory and explanation as to why he is the way he is. Go get ‘em king and ruin that uncle’s life!
I TOLD YALL!!! FUCK HEONJAE!!! I did say there had to have been trauma that fucked up Jingi to make him like this, and I was right! I knew it had to have been CSA. The poor guy. It doesn’t excuse his actions whatsoever but its an explanation and he’s like this because he didn’t have anyone on his side and no one to help him. So, he took matters into his own hands and its changed his personality. It’s some kind of sick coping mechanism that he gives his toys the same hairstyle he was given when he was assaulted. Its what he knows. Similar to how CSA victims will become hypersexual and consume or involved themselves in dangerous sexual media or acts. The brain is seeking out traits that remind them of the trauma as a comfort.
Yet Heonjae is here siding with the man behind it all to get rid of the one guy who supported him until now. Just for another man who treated him with some basic human decency. Heonjae “loves” Myeongil in a sick, obsessive way. The sex (coughcough SA coughcough) is good and he showed Heonjae basic kindness. Although both Heonjae and Jingi were affected by trauma in their childhood, they both show two very real responses because of said trauma and how its effected them.
I love that we finally catch a glimpse of Jingi’s backstory and explanation as to why he is the way he is. Go get ‘em king and ruin that uncle’s life!