I got your point, but i think the author didnt mean it that way? i think it's just because the story isn't long enough to explain that it could be missintrepeted. The knight lived for 1000 years, live with the red curse, death mana that he himself said that it wrecked his own mentally. For sure the death mana (which oozing black aura/fog in his earlier encounter) has already latched to his skin. He is born with fair skin so Imagine something like a poison/unhealthy creeps up to your dna for that long time and changed his own being (skin/hair color, etc). Of course when he knew the curse had lifted but it didnt heal him to his original apperiance, he's shocked. of course it take time for him to be comfortable in his own new skin (which later potrayed how he was so comforted that the Mage help him realize that his new apperiance is also fine and human). He maybe look like an undead/unhealthy because of the long exposure from the curse. And he's horrified (that explain why he want to commit unalive) because he's scared of what people (and himslef) may think of him in his new form (it takes time to accept changes, people).
Thats why the author give an open ending for his apperiance to the reader. It's as freely as the reader can think of his apperiance. Idk why everything has to be racist this racist that. It doesn't even need to be compared? It's just how mage/supranatural plot works. Dead mana (from the red curse)= dangerous, could cause long effect, may be causing necropsy(?something that could melt or even unalive your skin. i forgot the name, correct me if im wrong) again, i think it's just because the story isn't long enough to explain that it could be missintrepeted...
ok i'm done yapping, true it's not that deep... but it's just unfair for the knight. He went trough a lot and also be disliked because of his unfortunate pedicament... peace out
I got your point, but i think the author didnt mean it that way? i think it's just because the story isn't long enough to explain that it could be missintrepeted. The knight lived for 1000 years, live with the red curse, death mana that he himself said that it wrecked his own mentally. For sure the death mana (which oozing black aura/fog in his earlier encounter) has already latched to his skin. He is born with fair skin so Imagine something like a poison/unhealthy creeps up to your dna for that long time and changed his own being (skin/hair color, etc). Of course when he knew the curse had lifted but it didnt heal him to his original apperiance, he's shocked. of course it take time for him to be comfortable in his own new skin (which later potrayed how he was so comforted that the Mage help him realize that his new apperiance is also fine and human). He maybe look like an undead/unhealthy because of the long exposure from the curse. And he's horrified (that explain why he want to commit unalive) because he's scared of what people (and himslef) may think of him in his new form (it takes time to accept changes, people).
Thats why the author give an open ending for his apperiance to the reader. It's as freely as the reader can think of his apperiance. Idk why everything has to be racist this racist that. It doesn't even need to be compared? It's just how mage/supranatural plot works. Dead mana (from the red curse)= dangerous, could cause long effect, may be causing necropsy(?something that could melt or even unalive your skin. i forgot the name, correct me if im wrong) again, i think it's just because the story isn't long enough to explain that it could be missintrepeted...
ok i'm done yapping, true it's not that deep... but it's just unfair for the knight. He went trough a lot and also be disliked because of his unfortunate pedicament... peace out