Do you know the title?

I read this BL manga that starts off with this tall blonde kid, and he doesn't think he's cute anymore, and he kind of fixated on being cute, cause he's tall and half jap-half foreigner. He's in love with this older kid back when he was younger that was the only person kind to him and calling him cute, and then he meets that older kid. I don't remember what happened in the middle of the story, but they did end up together and it was revealed in the side story that the older kid has always looked at the blonde kid from afar and was planning the perfect reunion with the kid. Cause ofc, he was in love with him. Type shit.