
Yep it's chapter 39 and 40 in the novel, the last chapters, praying that they don't adapt them in the manhwa.
I didn't check if they were released yet and got pleasantly surprised thinking it was gonna be more about their "relationship" but nah....had me going "oh, cute they have a dog now" to "oh no, no, fuck no, not the dog." I didn't even finish reading both chapters. Like I may be a degenerate but I have a limit to my degeneracy.
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The word devastating can't even explain how I feel after reading that. Those chapters don't exist to me, they must've been the wind.

NOO YOU NEED TO TELL ME.i haven't read this at all and skipped to ch 21 to see if he actually gets raped.But I want to know the whole story and why the seme does what he does and happens to the uke.Like tell he gets some happiness even dying.I am already feeling bad for him.Buy I heard that the uke raped the seme something like thag

It's no love trope, so it's just that at the end we were all coping and delulu LOL! It's less they love each other and more they're a trauma bonded codependent mess.
As to the point... have you ever seen those horror movies that mess you up so bad that your mind forces you to try and come up with a reason or a lesson or anything other than the reality of the cruelty of the horror movies world? Midsommor, Tusk, Hereditary... There's more (and worse) but they end so bleakly and sometimes with such jubilation over the bleakness that you feel unbalanced. I think that's what it is here. This manga puts me in that horror movie mindset, so your meant to be scrambling for something to hold onto emotionally at the end, much like our MC. Psychological horror boys no love~. At least that's what I think it is.
That said, the dog was too much so I skipped those chapters lmao. That's overkill.
I just found out the side stories were already released and I read them today, y'all. Y'ALL! HE GETS FUCKED BY A DOG. THEIR DOG. A FUCKING PUPPY.
This happens after everything in the story. I'm not gonna explain because WAHT the fuckkk. I thought the dildo machine was the end but the puppy? That poor dog, man. I need to rinse my eyes out and play Tetris because (༎ ෴ ༎)