an itch to scratch

im looking for this bl manhwa i read before i realized how fucked it was. i don’t plan on rereading it, but my brain won’t relax until i find it. the mc had black hair and was a gang leader until his entire team died after being set up by the blonde ml. i stopped reading once it progressed to rape. trust me i know how weird it is to purposefully be looking for something like this but humor me thx