Omfg I love how we got more of his backstory I understand him a lot more now and I find him somewhat relatable I understood both of their point of views it was hard to pick a side yk? But I like that not everything is black and white sometimes there isn’t just a good and a bad person or side. It rlly makes you think. But honestly when I read the chapter where the black haired one started using his weaknesses and what he shared to him against him? I was like “this is actually my worst fear” the people you’re close to and share things with know how to hurt you the most and can do so. If you’re scorned at home for being yourself even a little bit then finally have the courage to be yourself and be vulnerable with someone else then they end up hurting you and using it against you of course you’d have trouble in your relationships and feel the need to close off who you are. I really feel bad for the blonde one (IK I SHOULD REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT I DONT SRRY) But the black haired one I also understand as well he was scared,insecure ,abandoned, AND being abused of course he’d go to some extremes tho it doesn’t make it right.I’m not excusing either of them. ALSO I HAD TO KEEP IN MIND THAT THEYRE JUST TEENS AT THIS POINT Still developing they didn’t know how to cope with their feelings or communicate they were both hurt and sometimes you don’t get taught how to deal. I’m glad they ended up talking tho （/TДT)/
Omfg I love how we got more of his backstory I understand him a lot more now and I find him somewhat relatable I understood both of their point of views it was hard to pick a side yk? But I like that not everything is black and white sometimes there isn’t just a good and a bad person or side. It rlly makes you think. But honestly when I read the chapter where the black haired one started using his weaknesses and what he shared to him against him? I was like “this is actually my worst fear” the people you’re close to and share things with know how to hurt you the most and can do so. If you’re scorned at home for being yourself even a little bit then finally have the courage to be yourself and be vulnerable with someone else then they end up hurting you and using it against you of course you’d have trouble in your relationships and feel the need to close off who you are. I really feel bad for the blonde one (IK I SHOULD REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT I DONT SRRY) But the black haired one I also understand as well he was scared,insecure ,abandoned, AND being abused of course he’d go to some extremes tho it doesn’t make it right.I’m not excusing either of them. ALSO I HAD TO KEEP IN MIND THAT THEYRE JUST TEENS AT THIS POINT Still developing they didn’t know how to cope with their feelings or communicate they were both hurt and sometimes you don’t get taught how to deal. I’m glad they ended up talking tho （/TДT)/