I held off on reading this because of how long it was. I don't like reading super long ongoing manga but I finally dived into this and there's so much to process. It's so deep and the characters are well written. The plot is plotting. The drama. The angst. The real and raw topics the mangaka touches upon. She doesn't glorify the SA. And puts into perspective on how the trauma affects Yashiro and his relationship with sex, with people. The type of treatment he feels he deserves because of the SA. The discomfort he feels being treated so gently by Doumeki. How it's not easy for him to want a gentle kind of love because Yashiro's brain chemistry has been twisted. Because of the shitty situation Yashiro goes through and endures I want him and Doumeki to have an happy ending but at the same time I don't. I don't know how to explain it but it's almost like I want there to be a bittersweet ending with them. I NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER!（/TДT)/ should have let this one marinate for a few more years.
I held off on reading this because of how long it was. I don't like reading super long ongoing manga but I finally dived into this and there's so much to process. It's so deep and the characters are well written. The plot is plotting. The drama. The angst. The real and raw topics the mangaka touches upon. She doesn't glorify the SA. And puts into perspective on how the trauma affects Yashiro and his relationship with sex, with people. The type of treatment he feels he deserves because of the SA. The discomfort he feels being treated so gently by Doumeki. How it's not easy for him to want a gentle kind of love because Yashiro's brain chemistry has been twisted. Because of the shitty situation Yashiro goes through and endures I want him and Doumeki to have an happy ending but at the same time I don't. I don't know how to explain it but it's almost like I want there to be a bittersweet ending with them. I NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER!（/TДT)/ should have let this one marinate for a few more years.