I was gonna kms a few months back And this was gonna be the last manhwa I would have read. I thought maybe it's just a silly manhwa to take my mind off things, but it's so much more than that.. I relate so much to the characters' struggles. I felt seen. And because it was on hiatus when I was gonna end it all, I began thinking "I wanna see how it goes. I want to see him grow to like himself eventually" and that alone, made me not want to kms. Atleast for now. And I'm doing great now. Ive been depressed for 8 years and always felt stuck in the same mindset. "It doesn't matter, I'll just end it all" and I was so stubborn on this that it made me unable to see the good things in life. I stopped associating with people, every day felt blurred together. While i suffered in silence, everyone was unaware, and that made me hate those around me. I truly saw myself in Jinhyeong, just suffering in silence and putting up a face. And although our stories are all vastly different, and the struggles are different, it doesnt make our feelings any more or less valid. I think this chapter explains it so well. I had to take a step back and TRY to view the world in a different perspective to finally stop myself from the 8-year cycle I was stuck in.. I now keep myself busy, take on new challenges I was too scared to pursue or kept pushing off because I was "running out of time". I have support systems I can count on nowadays (eventhough they were always there, I just didn't want to ask for help). I felt like I related so hard to this recent chapter... I'm healing. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I was gonna kms a few months back
And this was gonna be the last manhwa I would have read. I thought maybe it's just a silly manhwa to take my mind off things, but it's so much more than that..
I relate so much to the characters' struggles. I felt seen. And because it was on hiatus when I was gonna end it all, I began thinking "I wanna see how it goes. I want to see him grow to like himself eventually" and that alone, made me not want to kms. Atleast for now.
And I'm doing great now. Ive been depressed for 8 years and always felt stuck in the same mindset. "It doesn't matter, I'll just end it all" and I was so stubborn on this that it made me unable to see the good things in life. I stopped associating with people, every day felt blurred together. While i suffered in silence, everyone was unaware, and that made me hate those around me. I truly saw myself in Jinhyeong, just suffering in silence and putting up a face. And although our stories are all vastly different, and the struggles are different, it doesnt make our feelings any more or less valid. I think this chapter explains it so well.
I had to take a step back and TRY to view the world in a different perspective to finally stop myself from the 8-year cycle I was stuck in.. I now keep myself busy, take on new challenges I was too scared to pursue or kept pushing off because I was "running out of time". I have support systems I can count on nowadays (eventhough they were always there, I just didn't want to ask for help). I felt like I related so hard to this recent chapter... I'm healing. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Anyway I'm so sorry for the ramble :')