I'm scared it's gonna start all over again and I'm not ready for it. I can't believe some ...

I'm scared it's gonna start all over again and I'm not ready for it. I can't believe some ppl thought/wished he would leave his family like wdym?! He raped him and I know after the first time papa went to him on his own and he admitted it and he's sorry but letting his friends rape him just to know "how it feels" is fucked up even while telling him he loves him while literally raping him is fucked up idk what he thought would happen and I don't want to know bro is a literal black flag and I'm scared he's gonna use his daughter against him by threatening him and making him sleep with him again till he makes his family fall apart so he can "have him all to himself" I'm scared guys