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yeah..reading the true feelings of the MC which is his jealousy and insecurities and him acting "cool" everytime the ML is trying to communicate with the MC is really frustrating. But I just keep on reminding myself that this is MC's first relationship. But still the things that he says to the ML sometimes is really hurtful. I feel so sorry for the ML sometimes just because the MC can't be honest with his feelings.
just when we have an amazing green forest ML, a dumb MC is here. Like I really understand his personality and all. All that shyness and trauma he got when he was a kid but damn! if someone is being honest to you, please just do the same. If MC really love ML, the time he can show his love is when they are alone but all I can see in the novel is a one sided communication, ML being straightforward and wants to have a connection and MC not being honest to his true feelings. I'm pulling my hair a couple of times because of the MC unable to just say what he truely feels. Like your partner is giving you a couple of chance to just be honest. MC is afraid of ML leaving him but he really is giving reasons for ML to be deeply hurt.