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keri June 20, 2025 12:02 pm

re-reading this bc it’s so much different to read it completed, than me sitting patiently in 2023 for updates and having to jump to zinchangmanga’s absolutely butchered translations bc there was no official english translations out

im gonna focus on leewons dad here - i absolutely hate that man’s guts. he should’ve been the one to die instead of su-yeon. honestly, a lot of what happened is bc of him - but don’t take this as me excusing caeser’s actions, bc hes still a rapist regardless - but mikhail is such a selfish bastard, i despise him so much.

he left baby leewon and su-yeon, bc he didn’t want them to get caught up in his mafia bullshit and he made that woman be miserable for the rest of her life right up until her deathbed, and he doesn’t regret his decision to leave and he says he would do it again, yet he drags leewon into the mafia?? COME ON NOW. he talks about how his son should have a good, civilian life, yet he announces leewon as his heir and begs him to be his successor. he forces leewon to be by his side and take care of him, and he has issues with leewons relationships?? so much fucking audacity for such a fucking deadbeat piece of shit. leewon is a pushover to a fault - he knows how to stand his ground, but ultimately he has too big of a heart and sticks by mikhail’s side. the fact that mikhail made su-yeon miserable for no reason, just to endanger her son pisses me off so much. he puts leewon through so much shit. and honestly, caeser is low-key right bc with the way mikhail acts, youd think he wants to fuck leewon. he’s so clingy and obsessed with leewon. the way he takes up so much of leewons time and still begs and cries for more, and guilt trips him, oh please man. i wish caeser would just go and shoot that old fucking hag

ik i said this already, but it really fucking irks me how mikhail says he doesn’t regret his decision and he’d do it again to protect them, yet he keeps putting leewon in more and more danger. and before anyone says anything, no it doesn’t matter that they met when mikhail was stepping down - hes still very involved with that syndicate and when vladimir was hospitalised, who stepped up? mikhail, exactly. hes just genuinely such a piece of shit.

and let me just say, everyone defending caeser needs to get their head checked. yeah he wasn’t raised in a normal way, but what? so he gets a free pass to go raping leewon??? you can see in the first 40 chapters how he doesn’t push leewon’s boundaries for sex. yeah he’s overly touchy and annoying, but when leewon wasn’t in the mood or that time his stomach growled (while they were making out, i think), caeser knew to pull back. yes, sasha raised him to be a killing machine - not to be a rapist. caeser may not know how to show affection the way you and i do, but he does know what consent is and im tired of people acting like he doesn’t

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