I give up help me

I saw this bl manwha on my TikTok fyp and I wanted to read it but didnt save the video. so I need you wonderful people to help me find it <3! Ok so basically the uke (im assuming) is like supposed to be super cute and stuff and he like thrives in his cuteness, but then one day smt bad happens and he's like "hell no I can't be cute anymore" so he turns emo and dresses in like all black and gets piercings. And then he's like at school and this seme (again im assuming) Is like "wowowowow youre cute" and uke is like "omg what no ur not supposed to think im cute im emo" and thats all I remember plot wise. the uke had dark black or brown hair and the seme's hair was like white, and im pretty sure it's in a college setting. Thank you!!!