Wait take me with you
Please do join me. In it the Dom is a proper Dom, brutal in play but gives great aftercare to his Sub. The Sub is strong and stands up for himself when someone tries to take advantage. He never has to be forceful with his Dom and can just be cute baby for his Dom daddy. There is an age difference, but the younger one is the one who pursues the relationship at first the Dom is just worried about him and keeps feeding him until the kid finally is like 'Do me' being cute and begging for it. The Dom is super hot too, all buff and tatted. Mobster x Student, the kid is in college. Anywho here's the link.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_sadistic_master/
I hate a lot, but what I hate most is that it portrays BD/SM relationships as inherently wrong. He's afraid of falling back into old patters? If you get off on pain, that's not a bad thing. Everyone in this was just doing it wrong. One guy was an abuser full stop, one was processing his own issues by pushing someone who with no experience into a sexual kink that wasn't his, and finally you have the guy who is insecure and full anger and allows himself to be pushed and pulled until he lashes out. They all suck and none of them actually know anything about a real BD/SM relationship. As a person in the lifestyle it pisses me off to see these things. Going to go read My Sadistic Master now to read a more accurate portrayal of the culture.