
It’s how you realize that she never really loved either of them. Instead, she loved the attention and benefits that came from being loved by them. Now that the fantasy “you can do no wrong” approach is gone, she is scrambling to put things back. That’s probably also the reason why she is scrambling so hard to find some type of title or position to cling to that is “hers” and not “given” to her. She knows she can’t offer jack squat without her abilities or saint title and then ruined her relationship with everyone who could have helped her become a at least decent crown princess. #-.-)
Hope crown prince overheard what she said, that bish needs to be SLAPPED- no, PUNCHED to wake up ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ in case you forgot, YOU. ARE. FREAKING. MARRIED to the poor crown prince, ya baka...