Tldr

Reading the novel is only making my head hurt but I still wanna know how it goes. There are no likeable characters, except for the military doctor, jaekyung and yena who cares for the mc but still can't save him from the ml. Other than that, the rest can just die, first place the impotent pedo, and second the ml and the rest. Ofc not ryujin tho. I'm surprised he didn't off himself yet, how can he endure all that. And ik I shouldn't feel pity for that slit eyebrow guy but I feel pity, but out of all of these characters, I feel the most pity for the mc's friend who died and ofc the mc. Honestly the story doesn't even feel like ryujin is the mc or maybe it's just the buildup of the story. I wonder if ryujin will become like the mc from missing love manhwa because the psycho ml is doing anything and everything to break the mc and it's just too sad to read. If you've read heaven's official blessing, it's like how junwu thinks of xie lian but extreme. I saw a spoiler saying that the mc still falls for the ml psycho fvcker which is absolutely disappointing that I chose not to give a second glance at this work but sucks that I want to know this story to the end.