"I won't be able to love her the way she wants me to... but I'll be good to her." Motherfucker it's not your choice, it was hers and you robbed her of it. Selfishhhhhhhh. Also you wanted to repay her by returning her feelings???? Ewwwwww, you deigning to grant another person access to your pity and guilt isn't the big gift you think it issss, you loved her love, you felt so safe in her love that you and your asshole friends were so sure, SO SURE, that she would always love you and always try to get you back, that she was always yours, welp, feel that absence like she felt the absence of your romantic love throughout your relationship, the absence of something she was never truly able to articulate basically being in a constant state of low key gaslighting because you neeeever told her that you could never feel for her what she expected and thought she would recieve
"I won't be able to love her the way she wants me to... but I'll be good to her." Motherfucker it's not your choice, it was hers and you robbed her of it. Selfishhhhhhhh. Also you wanted to repay her by returning her feelings???? Ewwwwww, you deigning to grant another person access to your pity and guilt isn't the big gift you think it issss, you loved her love, you felt so safe in her love that you and your asshole friends were so sure, SO SURE, that she would always love you and always try to get you back, that she was always yours, welp, feel that absence like she felt the absence of your romantic love throughout your relationship, the absence of something she was never truly able to articulate basically being in a constant state of low key gaslighting because you neeeever told her that you could never feel for her what she expected and thought she would recieve