So true gurl. Like everyone has faced this once. I too fell for a man like that. He's was warm but cold at the same time. He loved or loved not I couldn't know. At the end of was me and my pathetic one sided love that fell for his soft warm side and ignored the disrespectful manipulator side. When everything ended I oh so cried. I banged my chest and used to cry. Listen to sad songs and cry and sleep day and night. Then one day I decided that I couldn't go like this any longer. How can I take another shitty man take control of my life. So I healed , missed him , cried then healed, planned half ass revenge executed it and then again healed and completely detached. But I didn't let him change me a bit. I am still full of love and hope once again waiting for my the one. This didn't make me deter of being a lovely girl I am. But did teach me how gracefully strong I am. Like really what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
This newest chapter (122) really highlights how the FL is so misunderstood. She loved a flawed man. Haven't we all? A man that didn't love us back, who were cruel but kind, warm but cold, selfish but fair? She knew, yet she still fell for him, simply because she could not control it. She was helpless in face of the first man to truely show her romance and reprieve in horrible difficulty. Who knew it was the same man who gave her this difficulty and heartbreak. Yet, despite the fact she loved him with everything, she was strong enough to move on and forget him. She was able to cut him out of her life even though she had committed her entire being to him. Tell me how that isn't strength and grace. God, if only I could be that strong.