Ngl kinda have a love-hate relationship with Mokyeon, but one thing I will say is that I kind of relate to him. Maybe I'm on the spectrum but I feel like I don't feel things as deeply as others do, care about others as much, in short I'm kind of apathetic and usually my relationships with people don't mean much to me. So when I like someone (which isn't often) I get hooked on that feeling and kind of obsessive, it feels so fresh and different that I try to keep liking them because I like that it makes me feel human. Just saying because Mokyeon is that type of character, usually doesn't care too much for people or anything for that matter, but suddenly fell head over heels and sees life through rose colored glasses. And in this chapter when he felt his interest dying in Nanjo I could tell it wasn't true but was rather him trying to cope with the situation, because I get like that too when I feel my love is fruitless, I try to revert back to being indifferent like how I usually am. And I guess in the moment it works but all it takes to intoxicate me once more is simply seeing that person again or hearing some kind of news about them. This is kind of why I like this story so much even if it's not amazing, the mild interest to full on yearning feels so real for me. But yeah out of all the characters I could relate to it had to be the whorish red flag MC of a yaoi threesome smut lol.
Ngl kinda have a love-hate relationship with Mokyeon, but one thing I will say is that I kind of relate to him. Maybe I'm on the spectrum but I feel like I don't feel things as deeply as others do, care about others as much, in short I'm kind of apathetic and usually my relationships with people don't mean much to me. So when I like someone (which isn't often) I get hooked on that feeling and kind of obsessive, it feels so fresh and different that I try to keep liking them because I like that it makes me feel human. Just saying because Mokyeon is that type of character, usually doesn't care too much for people or anything for that matter, but suddenly fell head over heels and sees life through rose colored glasses. And in this chapter when he felt his interest dying in Nanjo I could tell it wasn't true but was rather him trying to cope with the situation, because I get like that too when I feel my love is fruitless, I try to revert back to being indifferent like how I usually am. And I guess in the moment it works but all it takes to intoxicate me once more is simply seeing that person again or hearing some kind of news about them. This is kind of why I like this story so much even if it's not amazing, the mild interest to full on yearning feels so real for me. But yeah out of all the characters I could relate to it had to be the whorish red flag MC of a yaoi threesome smut lol.